To you...

You wanna feel special. You are special to me. You have no idea how grateful I am that you answered that day :). The funniest part is that I never believed in e-mails, communicators or smses but you proved me wrong. And now it’s like every day is becoming something new. I’m never bored with you, although you might be bored with me sometimes but it’s totally natural :).

It’s like in this song by Faithless “Miss you less, see you more, love to know you better”. Suddenly, out of nowhere, almost every song is about you. I don’t know how and why but that’s the way it is. Does it mean something? Maybe, but I don’t think it’s bad.

It’s only two weeks to see you again and it feels like two years to me. I made few mistakes and I want to fix them the best I can. I’m sure I will don’t worry. I learned my courage. Maybe not in everything but I’m trying my best.

I promised I would never break the word I gave you, unless you let me. I’m not saying it’s easy for me but I’m doing my best. Will I succeed? Well, we’ll see. I can’t say I don’t have any feelings for you but I can’t name them yet. Or maybe I’m just scared?

Sorry for such a chaos in this post but it's just me :). Cheers.