Sadness
I feel terrible. I'm so stupid I just can believe it. Anyway, I don't care about anything. I just wanna dissapear or leave somwhere people don't know me. Nobody cares about me so why should I care about anything or anyone? I hide everything I am because of our so f*****g tolerant society, parents, school and so on... Damn I don't know what to do with myself. I know nothing and I just don't seem to care. School is no longer what it used to be. Or maybe I'm just overreacting. Nikt mnie nie kocha, nikt mnie nie lubi, nie mam przyjaciół, nawet pies do mnie nie przychodzi :(. I mean she comes but she stinks and deaf and sleeps all the time. Sorry for this pesimistic post but sometimes even optimistics have to rest and feel sad :).
3 comments:
Don't worry, Karmenik. I like you :) Everything's gonna be fine. I also sometimes feel like disappearing or not waking up ever again. But then I remember how many people would be sad because of such a loss... So just take a good cry, let this feeling flow out and you'll feel better. There are people who need you, Karmen. Take care!
You don't have friends???
ok... I'll remember that.
"Once, when a teacher gave me 5 for a test I was so overjoyed that I embraced (tightly – believe me) her and kissed her...in front of the whole class...that’s how my emotions sometimes work."
Hmnnn, that sounds a bit like me :)
"Those who don’t have such broad range of emotions lead probably less impulsive life.. "
I agree, but I also envy them. Their lives must be more stable, they probably have no mood swings and don't burst into tears after a good day...
Anyways, I like your comment kropka2. I believe it works on Karmen as well.
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